Sad........

big changes in our life is more or less a second chance.but to me, yes it has has changed, but i m still the same.i hardly can describe what have i gone through for the couples day before.had a big fight with my younger brother and he said sarcastics words which i never thought would have came out from him.
i felt devastated and my dreams shattered again.
things that came across my mind is why that i never learn how to limit myself from being so nice and and faithfully hope that the person i love so much would have the same feeling as me!
i blame myself for being so dumb.
i m going kl very soon on the weekend but yet i m figuring out one good reason of not to do so.never want to meet him and see his face anymore.
even i know it s a very very hard task to do.
oh i m feeling so sad.
i hardly can sleep cos my head keep spinning and cracking.
he s an evil...
and i m so sad..
i am his elder sister..gheeeee
sad!!

hey jus came bck frm phuket...again.

the holiday was ..hmm..ok.loved to c the big waves hit the beach.captured all the momentos but the photo seem not so xciting as it was in real.well ..experience tell all.

here r some pics...kids..n me.and also the signage abt tsunami.makin' me think abt on how the disaster ruin all in here few years ago.now the thais still get going with life.mat salehs are everywhere as well as pak arab.thais sell souvenires and the price r all 100% much mo expensive.the straTegy was jus to let the price quoted.then let us..the tourists bargain.well..i never want to lose..bargain it all til they said im crazy...hahaha...but i admire them.so tricky when it comes to money.

each time the waves hit the beach..

i was jus sitting nearby,looking to the open andaman sea.while my kids enjoying themselves with the water and sand.at times i felt horrified,by imagining on how was the day like when tsunami strikes phuket.the scenario must b same like it was when i was there.jus a wink it came and destroy all.

guess i better not to look back anymo.the waves that keep coming touched my bald feet was like a lil' baby.it was so nice n beautiful.bottom of my heart ..may there will b no tsunami again in phuket.amin

hey tday is so funky sad../
i ve rceived a bad sms.told me to go to hell...sort of.
this is an internal disease among malay ppl.they cant c others happy.cant c the same race going up n advance..all they know is jus to make sure nobody can go more futher.im sick of this all.my heart want to fight back so much..but my head said better not to deal with this stupid ppl.n i guess am not crazy yet.hope that i can forget this all asap.

Hey today is so fun...

i had late class started at 6pm.n i did informed evrybody that i ll b on leave on this 4,5n 6 of june.mean there wil b no class at all.i wil b missing my students...n i knw ,perhaps they will miss me too..hehe

wil b going to phuket on the day.

hope that this time i ll get myself indulge in the hotel i ve booked.i wanna put on my new bikini on n get my skin tan n tanner by the sun.hope this time it wont spoil my hair like it was last time.

fUnky hours!!

the clock strikes 10 in the morning.yet sitting down on the dining table facing my big living.jus cooling down myself,from the sweatness of my routine.class jus now was fun and exciting..perhaps my students all enjoyed theselves as much as me.

fUnky steps!

ive downloaded some evergreen songs given by my sifu mayboh long ago.i love mayboh or mabel.she s beautiful n sexy!!ok back to the songs again.when i hit the tracks with all the songs surrounded the studio loudly,i felt so energetic and sexy.when i looked into the mirror i see myself sweat a lot...n my students back of me were struggling hard as much as they can to get themselves move with the beat.i love that fUnky moment so much!

fUnky so funky,

hehe...as a start...am ema..

am married .age at 33...guess am old enough to still jump round...thts what my momma said.i have 4 kids.eldest is 12 then 10,then 9 and youngest is 6.the 9 years old is a gal name arissa.

im very active person.i love to be on the move alwes.im a fulltime housewife.and i m running an aerobic studio name funky aerobic.i love to do this work out bcos i enjoy the songs n the fast beat so much.