angin lalu membawa bau kesidang, yang kadangkala buat akO rasa keliru..
nyamannya bau kesidang yang berbunga lebat itu, mulus sungguh rupamu..
angin bertiup sepOi membawa bersama kesidang yang berbunga jatuh ke tanah, namun rupamu beradun molek di atas rumput nan hijau itu..
buat akO bertanya lagi kesidang kah, ataw pon pandan..ataw pon hanya rumput yang bertumbuh lalang..?
akO sukakan lalang, namun kesidang berbau pandan itu amat menraik hati, untuk akO kekal terus memandangnya.
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Friday, June 17, 2011
wheN she arriveS...
she flew over the mOuntain and thru the lOng hi-way..
with the bulk of magicaL ppOwder back rite On her brOOm ride, she caLLed..sileNt.!
she flew thru the blue sky, the sun shines sO bright, that she feLt awkward tO keep on riding the brOOm, but thiS magic pOwder need tO be delivered as sOOn as pOssible.
i want tO bring gOOd health to the cOmmunity, and i wanted tO give yOu the beSt !!!
i called , again there was...... am cOming dOwn tO yOu tO bring this magic powder..agaiN there waS sileNT !
after a lOng ride on a brOOm she waS exhausted, she finally arrived to the place .she called, and waited and called and waited..what she can t understand why SILENT ?
why muSt silent ?
why muSt silent ?
haS she sounded like a desperadO >??
she waited, and waited ..stiLL was the silent knOcked on the sky..the brOOm she rOde On has brOken..she dOes nOt need any explanatiOn tOO as siLent kill it all.
but, she never take Out the lOrd of the ring off her right fOrth finger tOO..
let the siLent remain fOr the mOment..shhhhh
with the bulk of magicaL ppOwder back rite On her brOOm ride, she caLLed..sileNt.!
she flew thru the blue sky, the sun shines sO bright, that she feLt awkward tO keep on riding the brOOm, but thiS magic pOwder need tO be delivered as sOOn as pOssible.
i want tO bring gOOd health to the cOmmunity, and i wanted tO give yOu the beSt !!!
i called , again there was...... am cOming dOwn tO yOu tO bring this magic powder..agaiN there waS sileNT !
after a lOng ride on a brOOm she waS exhausted, she finally arrived to the place .she called, and waited and called and waited..what she can t understand why SILENT ?
why muSt silent ?
why muSt silent ?
haS she sounded like a desperadO >??
she waited, and waited ..stiLL was the silent knOcked on the sky..the brOOm she rOde On has brOken..she dOes nOt need any explanatiOn tOO as siLent kill it all.
but, she never take Out the lOrd of the ring off her right fOrth finger tOO..
let the siLent remain fOr the mOment..shhhhh
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Friday, July 9, 2010
i miSS my eldeSt sOn by nOw ~
yeSterdaY he caLLEd mE and tOld me that hiS reputatiON on the mid-year term exam was gOing dOwn belOw.he even gOt B in hiS favOuritE subject mathematics ! tOld him it waS Okay but, he need to put mOre effOrt tO overcOme thiS situatiOn in the futurE.And i m surE he can !!
A mother-eldeSt son relationship can sometimes exact a heavy price.aS fOr me, i nEvEr can stOp thinking abOut my ELdESt.evEn at hOme i havE anOthEr 3 to lOOk after,i stiLL give the very high priOrity to hiS needs.eveN he staYs far awaY frOm hOMe,with the friEndS, i stILL gO n visit him wheneVEr i hEv time, juSt tO makE surE he is in a verY beSt cOnditiOn.
iT haS nurtured naturaLLy in the earLy lifE when he waS bOrn, whEn i tranSfOrmed frOm a wifE tO a mother.sOmetimeS i m feEling likE it s an unfair thing to hiS siblingS.
i havE sO much paSSion in everything he dOne ! i ll be the greateSt suPPOrter, i made friend with aLL Of hiS frenS when he was in primary schOOl,i knOw evry mOther whOm their sOns were at the samE claSS with him, senT him tuitiOn, and back hOme i dOne all the check out on hiS homework mysElF. i waS sO paSSiOnatE !! and aLL my effort paid when he scOreS A s and accepted in as a student in One of the bOarding schOOL.
but yEt when he S gOne for study and nOt fuLLy at hOme anymOre, i never thOt that i wOuld feEling empty.even i hev my anOther 3 to be taken care Of.my passiOn of what i had when i was with IsyraF gOne tOgether with him aS he lEft the hOusE.what kinda fEEling of a mOther I hev nOw, when the clOsest frEn she had left her fOr gOOd.
i miSS ISyraf !! the firSt few monthS i cried a lOt befOre i went tO bed as my mind was aLL ovEr him.eveN my schedulE were sO titE with claSSeS and sending the siblings fOr tuition, guitar claSS, pianO, tenniS, swImmIng and drawing clasSEs..i never fOrget him.
if he never caLL me within 3 dayS , i wiLL started wOndering what haPPen, whether he S dOIn okay nOt and aLL the thingS that matter and related tO him wilL cOme tO my mind.i juS lOve him sO much.
am feEling the ritE thing..??
am I dOing gOOd on my work as a mOther tO aLL my kidS..???
am yet trying to fine tuning mysElf of taking thingS fairly amOng them aLL.
wana be the bESt mOm they ever had as long as i stILL alive and strOng~ yOOOsHHHH !!
yeSterdaY he caLLEd mE and tOld me that hiS reputatiON on the mid-year term exam was gOing dOwn belOw.he even gOt B in hiS favOuritE subject mathematics ! tOld him it waS Okay but, he need to put mOre effOrt tO overcOme thiS situatiOn in the futurE.And i m surE he can !!
A mother-eldeSt son relationship can sometimes exact a heavy price.aS fOr me, i nEvEr can stOp thinking abOut my ELdESt.evEn at hOme i havE anOthEr 3 to lOOk after,i stiLL give the very high priOrity to hiS needs.eveN he staYs far awaY frOm hOMe,with the friEndS, i stILL gO n visit him wheneVEr i hEv time, juSt tO makE surE he is in a verY beSt cOnditiOn.
iT haS nurtured naturaLLy in the earLy lifE when he waS bOrn, whEn i tranSfOrmed frOm a wifE tO a mother.sOmetimeS i m feEling likE it s an unfair thing to hiS siblingS.
i havE sO much paSSion in everything he dOne ! i ll be the greateSt suPPOrter, i made friend with aLL Of hiS frenS when he was in primary schOOl,i knOw evry mOther whOm their sOns were at the samE claSS with him, senT him tuitiOn, and back hOme i dOne all the check out on hiS homework mysElF. i waS sO paSSiOnatE !! and aLL my effort paid when he scOreS A s and accepted in as a student in One of the bOarding schOOL.
but yEt when he S gOne for study and nOt fuLLy at hOme anymOre, i never thOt that i wOuld feEling empty.even i hev my anOther 3 to be taken care Of.my passiOn of what i had when i was with IsyraF gOne tOgether with him aS he lEft the hOusE.what kinda fEEling of a mOther I hev nOw, when the clOsest frEn she had left her fOr gOOd.
i miSS ISyraf !! the firSt few monthS i cried a lOt befOre i went tO bed as my mind was aLL ovEr him.eveN my schedulE were sO titE with claSSeS and sending the siblings fOr tuition, guitar claSS, pianO, tenniS, swImmIng and drawing clasSEs..i never fOrget him.
if he never caLL me within 3 dayS , i wiLL started wOndering what haPPen, whether he S dOIn okay nOt and aLL the thingS that matter and related tO him wilL cOme tO my mind.i juS lOve him sO much.
am feEling the ritE thing..??
am I dOing gOOd on my work as a mOther tO aLL my kidS..???
am yet trying to fine tuning mysElf of taking thingS fairly amOng them aLL.
wana be the bESt mOm they ever had as long as i stILL alive and strOng~ yOOOsHHHH !!
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